Not in love...

Today I am not in love with running.

I am doubting.

I can't make it, I'm too slow.

I can't keep my house clean and train for a long distance race.  (I never could keep my house clean, so, there's that.)

Running hurts, I breathe hard, my heart pounds, my legs hurt.

I look funny when I run.

And then there's...why...why run..why hurt..why sweat..WHY?

I'll keep you posted.